Posted 31 May 2012 - 07:06 AM
Drunk? I rarely drink alcohol and on especially late nights like these, I can feel the sluggishness it creates AFTER recovery!
However, at least August it's far away... maybe there's LUCK to come... but then again... :/ I may have to attend Tech school for computers/fixing... etc...
That's the job I get, if I want to be paid a bit more than other people, cuz I am lazy and a dunce. I know I am not, but what can I do?
Dallas is SOOO close... so hopefully I can be lucky... Especially UNLIKE college: I get a GREAT grant for college, but half of it... ... it still saddens me. Some people don't need to know your personal business. I am still alive, but... somet htings make me feel like I have no life. We are free people, so why should one ffeel this way?
Hello mind-readers, (... besides, what's does the worst a reject who says "fuck the world," do besides cigarettes or weed?)
Oh, I still think about those years many ago when I was conjured into beating a black kid's head with an airsoft gun and a fist. I mentioned about Andre recently and soon had an abrupt call from a man named Andre. It's such a shame they had me arrested b/c they wanted me to like that, because I was very focused on important goals that did not involve kids. Because I was surely focused on something... I surely wanted, the arrest did nearly nothing, and it's not of my decision, but of their faults for the truth: I am ready to do the same shit again or worse. Good job, "good guys!" Git shot and don't approach my direction on the compass at all! Don't bleed dead and be on my news, smart-arse adults! GOD, I love THAT truth. BE killed and it's okay. YES indeed. OH... OH I nthe church, I may ever come! OH.... My heart is SOILED!
You guys are fucking Conquistadors on Aztecs. Don't ever be Christian looking up to the Christian Conquistadors, or else you profess the idea of supporting Imperialism(WAR) like your Alexander the Great! As an American of free speech and lawfully abidance, I can oppose thee in however way I want. If you are no friend to me, but competition to work differently, using me as notorious amongst the many of solitude, you are only conspiring maliciousness; either eventual affliction, or what is truly creating a malicious person. So let's have the deputy dog tell me, "if you want to do wrong, that's your choice." To conjure someone to make a choice, is basically using magic upon them; essentially playing puppeteer. What does that make you?
So what did Andre say at the park, when I gave him a true sorry"like Snow White's "kiss of love," even after the guilt of the entire conjuring? "I bet you are." Evidently all associates and compliance of the police in that believe in the prejudice that I can't be sorry after what THEY technically did, like the "noodlytouch of appendage." How can I complain? All of you, including them, love the feeling of being some kind of gangsta. If you like being a gangster, make tons of money illegally, and be sure to buy you a very nice watch before fighting the "counter-terrorists!" If you're lucky, you'll take a trip to an unreal spot in this world! So if you're sorry after the true-sorry I told Andre at the park, you know what I think: "I bet you are."